this place i call calm.

the beach is where i feel alive.
inside the rocks, deep inside.
down in the ocean, way deep down.
i wanna feel it all,
i wanna be it all.
somedays i wanna be the ocean waves,
raising my highest in achievments.
than crashing down into the ocean's sand,
soft landing knowing i can get that high.
But,
somedays i want to be the ocean's sand,
suffocating from the ocean's waves crashing down on me.
Washing away into nothing.
Decaying into the rocks and sand,
Hiding from everything, and everyone.