this place i call calm.

the beach is where i feel alive.
inside the rocks, deep inside.
down in the ocean, way deep down.
i wanna feel it all,
i wanna be it all.
somedays i wanna be the ocean waves,
raising my highest in achievments.
than crashing down into the ocean's sand,
soft landing knowing i can get that high.
But,
somedays i want to be the ocean's sand,
suffocating from the ocean's waves crashing down on me.
Washing away into nothing.
Decaying into the rocks and sand,
Hiding from everything, and everyone.

I hate this part right here...

can you keep a secret?

i'm lost.

can you keep a secret?

i'm afraid.

can you keep a secret?

i need you.

can you keep a secret?

i miss you.

can you keep a secret?

i'm afraid of losing you.

can you keep a secret?

that's my biggest fear.

can you keep a secret?

i already did.

can you keep a secret?

it was the biggest mistake of my life.

can you keep a secret?

i want you back.